Reading some AW Tozer...great stuff in "The Pursuit of God"
The Burden of Pride
Tozer highlights three kinds of interior burdens, each one capable of attacking the heart
and mind, and eventually the body. The first is the burden of pride. The burden of pride
chains you to the labor of self-love, which is hard labor on behalf of the little god named
self. This god requires your unconditional loyalty and devotion. He forces you to remain
vigilant at all times, forever sensitive to someone speaking slightingly about you, always
scanning the room for someone who doesn’t consider you “our kind of people.” This god
has a very touchy honor that must be shielded from the opinions of others at all times. But, as Christians, were never meant to bear this burden. Jesus calls us into his rest, and meekness and humility is his method. The humble person doesn’t really care who is greater. They long ago decided that to be esteemed by the world is not worth the effort. They now define themselves as children of God, members of the body of Christ, and living stones in the Temple of God. In referring to such a person, Tozer says,
“He develops toward himself a kindly sense of humor and learns to say, ‘Oh, so you have been overlooked? They have placed someone else before you? They have whispered that you are pretty small stuff after all? And now you feel hurt because the world is saying about you the very same things you have been saying about yourself? Only yesterday you were telling God that you were nothing, a mere worm of the dust. Where is your consistency? Come on, humble yourself and cease to care what men think.’”
He reminds us to stop taking ourselves so seriously because there is One who has already taken us seriously. How seriously? The doctrine of grace humbles us without degrading us and elevates us without inflating us: in ourselves – nothing; in God – everything. God gives us an accurate audit of our spiritual poverty and then imputes to us his spiritual wealth. Our new standing is immune from the machinations and falsehoods of the world, the flesh, and the devil. We know who we are and we know whose we are.
The Burden of Pretense
The second burden is the burden of pretense. The burden of pretense superglues our face to the mask of self-importance and hides the inner ugliness of the self. At the core it is the fear of having people find out just how impoverished we really are. It “gnaws like rodents within [the] heart.” That image accurately depicts the ceaseless fear of someday coming across a person more cultured, educated, or wealthy and being unmasked as a pretender. Tozer warns, “Let no one smile this off. These burdens are real, and little by little they kill the victims of this evil and unnatural way of life.” And so, to all the victims of this heavy burden Jesus says, “Ye . . . [must] become as little children” (Matthew 18:13). The image of the child is most apropos. Tozer explains,
“For little children do not compare; they receive direct enjoyment from what they have without relating it to something else or someone else. Only as they get older and sin begins to stir within their hearts do jealousy and envy appear. Then they are unable to enjoy what they have if someone else has something larger and
better. At that early age does the galling burden come down upon their tender souls, and it never leaves them till Jesus sets them free.”
The simple way a child welcomes whatever gift is given soon gives way to the childish schemes by which we comparison-shop for what we want. But in our frenzy we forget that all the price tags are wrong. In fact, if you invert them you’re actually closer to the true worth. That which the world declares to be priceless turns out to be worthless. And that which God declares to be priceless is treated by the world as worthless. But one day, there will be a universal accounting and the true prices will be revealed. Real worth will come into its own; real treasure will be finally unearthed. Paraphrasing Jonathan Edwards, “The wisest thing a person can do is to treat things according to their true value.” This means that we assess all things according to God’s standard, not the worlds. In the meantime, we find rest for our souls as we rest in him.
The Burden of Artificiality
The third burden is the burden of artificiality. The burden of artificiality forces us to play a character in a carnival of self-deceit, hoping that the audience never awakens to the fact that underneath the costume and makeup is only an empty self. We strive to never flub a line, never miss a cue, and never, never slip out of character. The entire advertising industry is built upon artificiality – the art of convincing people that appearance is everything. But what the world has raised to an art form, each individual experiences as a burden – a burden that gets heavier as time goes on. To make matters worse, our culture encourages and celebrates artificiality without qualification. You can never go too far. Nobody cares any longer if those body parts are fake or if this designer outfit is a knock-off or if that diploma is mail order. It’s all about appearing to have more, even if you really don’t have anything. It’s about being on top, even if there really is no top. And there’s nothing new here. The artificial fruit fooled Eve. The artificial intimacy duped Samson. And the artificial reputation lured Ananias and Sapphira. The only thing that’s new is how trendy artificiality has become. At its core, artificiality is aspiration with God removed. The noble quality of aspiration: a dislike for being stuck, an impatience for mediocrity, a dissatisfaction with business-as-usual, or, as Paul proclaims in Philippians 3:14, “I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.” But when you remove God from this praiseworthy virtue, you are left with an empty shell – all hype, no hope.
As Tozer says, “Artificiality is one curse that will drop away the moment we kneel at Jesus’ feet and surrender ourselves to his meekness. Then we will not care what people think of us so long as God is pleased. Then what we are will be everything, what we appear will take its place far down the scale of interest for us. Apart from sin we have nothing of which to be ashamed.”
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